February 27th

One year ago today Alivia left our house for the last time. She was in a great mood and not afraid at all of what was to come (because she didn't understand). The same can not be said for the rest of us. I was terrified and so sad to leave our house that morning. I didn't know what lay ahead but knew it was going to be extremely hard. I had no idea how hard. I can't believe its been a whole year since Livi was in our house. Our big empty house. I've been missing her terribly. I watched hours of videos of her the other night. Most days I still feel shocked that I will never get to hold her again. Shocked that she isn't here. That feeling hasn't gone away. Maybe it never will.

Another Good-bye

Wednesday morning another of our little friends from the hospital passed away. She was 3 and cute as a button. Whenever she was outside her room she would wear big dangly plastic clip on earings, necklaces and her mask. She was a dancer and singer. Her mother has a great sense of humor and she always made me laugh even during really hard days in the hospital. Isabel was such an amazing little girl and we could not be more sorry. Love you guys.

Seven Months

It's been seven long months since I have seen this sweet face. Today Livi was joined by her sweet friend Jackson. They are probably having a ball being reunited.